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I'm so confused... [Oct. 5th, 2009|11:36 pm]
I don't know what to do anymore. School just doesn't appeal to me and I'm not sure if it's what I'm supposed to be doing. I mentioned that to my mom over the summer before classes started. I've been thinking about this all day and even cried about it to Tiki (my dog) tonight around 10:30. I just don't think school is for me and I really don't have the motivation to go. I've never liked school. Even in elementary school I always said "I can't wait until I'm 16 so I can drop out." I don't want to go anymore. I don't want to waste my parent's money on something that doesn't appeal to me.

I'm seriously considering withdrawing from all my classes for the rest of the semester and taking it off. I'll go back to Howard Community College in the spring if I feel like I'm supposed to be going to school but for now I'm just not sure. I'm going to go out on Wednesday and apply for jobs. I don't want to be doing nothing but I don't want to be in school anymore. College isn't for everyone...I'm almost positive it's not for me.

I just can't do it anymore. I can't wake up early on Tuesday's and Thursday's for something my heart isn't it. My mom always say you don't care what I end up doing as long as it makes me happy...

thoughts? i'm so confused and don't know anymore...